May 2, 2011
-
I’m single again. Here’s why.
I deserve better than to be mistreated and disrespected.
In the end, I feel like that is what it all comes down to.
It’s over. I was a gentleman for as long as I could be, but I am undeniably emotionally bankrupt now. There is nothing left for me to give after being shown and told that my needs are not as important as her wants.
I’m done with her.
Current song of the moment…
Kid Cudi – Erase Me
Take care, everyone.
-b.
PS: I have some pictures from prom here. I was very satisfied with my attire overall, and I feel like showing it off a little, compared to the rent-a-tuxes and ill-fitting suits that many people settle for. Also, I realized that I have what those in other parts of the internet world (the reddit world, anyone?) call a “fuck that shit” face showing in EVERY single prom picture. Enjoy!
<3 Ex post facto realizations of awesomeness.
Comments (33)
good for u!
Emotional depletion is a strong sign that the relationship has run its course. I don’t know you super-well, Bryan, but I’ve seen you comment on other blogs and you are thoughtful and funny. Best of luck in finding a woman who will appreciate that and build you up instead of tearing you down.
Dude, I’m RIGHT there with you. I feel as if he’s sucked the life right out of me, taking all he could get and never giving anything back. ‘Emotionally bankrupt’ explains it so well. I feel for you, man. I know where you’re at.
Excellent song, too.
*hugs* I really hope all is well for you.
…and you’re right, you don’t just deserve better, you deserve the best.
Sorry she treated you badly. It’s good that you got out though. *hugs*
Cheer up, buttercup! Emotionally bankrupt?
Me + you = hangout time this week.
Let me know if I can help you out, since we are pretty close to one another.
*bigbigbiiiiiighug*
<3
damn..well, i’m glad that you’re moving on to a new chapter in your life!
You’re most definitely not alone..
I’m sorry to hear that.
But you know, better to find what you want sooner rather than later.
Hugs….its a new beginning
Hey gotta do what you gotta do.
things have a way of working out. The right girl will come around, she’ll see so much value in the man that you are and you both will be stronger people because of it. *hug*
NEXT…
Oh, and check out the update with pictures from prom! I am quite proud of my performance…
@wonderland7386 - @ArmyWife4Life2007 - @ThePrince - @juslitome - @macphoto - @Roadlesstaken - I agree. We do what we gotta do, and I feel like this is a healthier way to live for me, anyhow. It’s not going to be easy to switch back into single-mode so abruptly after being hurt so much, but I feel like it shall have to happen. Thanks for the support!
Take care of yourself too, Summer! And blast some Cudi for me next time you medicate. 
TEXT ME!
I understand that this is only the beginning of another very interesting chapter of my life!
@GreekPhysique - Thanks. I really appreciate the thought. I don’t know you too well either, but I can tell you are a fellow good guy and I wish you the best as well!
@AlluringAddiction - Ah, we all deserve the best. <3
@HelloKitty0809 - Hang out? YES PLEASE.
@Saridactyl - Awww. Are you hurting as well, Saridactyl? :c *hug*
@nerdyveggiegirl - Thanks, M.
@oxyGENE_08 - BALLER.
I know how this feels.
I think we have all been there at one time or another. Pick up the pieces the best you can and move on. Good luck.
You’re sexy as hell – but how the hell old are you? *feels like a dirty old creep*
@mycontinuity - *hug* Y’know what? Liberation is pretty nice. <3
@livexlovexlaughter - Great advice. I don’t think there’s anything else we CAN do except for soldier on and move onto bigger and better things.
@AlluringAddiction - I’m nineteen… and a second semester junior in college.
@B2yan_C - Fair game, then! ;]
BACK ON THE MARKET!
woohoo
@AlluringAddiction - LOL I suppose I am. I’m single and ready to enjoy myself thoroughly.
@stringstomyheart - You are hilarious. I am indeed back on the market. ;D
Damn straight, you deserve someone better. I hope you feel better.
Also, you’re looking fantabulous.
@wtf_turmoill - <3 Thanks, Tess. And I am working my way back to homeostasis, no worries.
@B2yan_C - Oh, goodness, that reminds me of the “Homeostasis Song” my friends and I made for biology. To the tune of Under The Sea.
@wtf_turmoill - Disney style. That’s the way to do it!
@B2yan_C - Dayum straight.
I’m sorry. D:
On the bright side… I love your “fuck that shit” face
“emotionally bankrupt ” i used that exact phrase a couple months ago to describe how i feel. brush it off mann. fill up your time with stuff that we asians do, like play chess or pimp out your car or go to church. go to the gym. do something positive to let you move on past that situation.. and yeah, **** that ****.
Lmfao,I love your face in those pictures!
<3 Totally made my night. Now I can study for biology. 
@HisKeiki - Aw thanks. <3
I hope you did well on Biology, Mary! x]
@nyclegodesi24 - Yeah, man. We’ve got this. Closed that chapter of my life… and it’s on to the next one!
@lidoxbabixmary - Aw, thank you!
I’m sorry, I couldn’t help but laugh at your baby face. =D
Hope things are better for you now. Keep your chin up and take care!
We all know you deserve better so I’m proud of you were letting her go. Fuck that shit baby!